alone in dis world

As long as Im living,i will suffer.

When i go inside you do everything

just to make me feel bad.Just to make

me cry.While you're doing this to me,

you're thinking you rock.But you dont.

You dont think about me.And you wont.

You dont think about my feelings.All you

see is them saiyng you rule,and thinking

i dont.

When i come home,my mum asks me

how was in shool,and i say good,nothing new.

Everything is like usual.I lie.

I go to my room,and remember of things you're

doing to me,and I cry.I cry hard.While im crying

for the things you think are not such a big deal,

I suffer behind my shadow hoping this will pass,

you will stop,but NO.The pain goes on,and you

dont stop.You keep hurting me more and more,

you dont know how much crying tears are inside me.

All you see is you.

But sometimes when you make fun of me,I cant control

myself,I cry my soul out in front of everyone trying to

not get noticed.Hiding behind my arm.But you see,and

when you see,you come,and say Im sorry,i was just kiding

around,that you didnt mean it,but you dont care.And you'll

never care about it.All I have is my friend.Friend who i will

never see.Friend by e-mail.My friend who's always there,

even he's not.And that's my life.Crying every day from school,

telling my pain to my friend,and trying to forget,move on,study

good,an behave nice.But noone sees,noone sees my help cry.

Everyone have someone in there.Someone to talk with,but i....

I dont have noone.Only God.God and my friend ill never meet.

Ill be alone forever,alone and miserable.