livin unbeautiful

I’m insecure

Disgusted by my reflection

Like there are a million

Razor blades piercing my skin

I’m selfish and unworthy

My face is shattered

As my bones are broken

I’m losing all my hope

In a disfigured body

Useless

In a world meant

For the beautiful

Rejected

Taunted

Ruined

There’s only so much

I can take

Before I break

Before I crumble

So obscure

To those

Incepting

I hate myself

For asking for more

I don’t deserve

To taint

This world

with such an ugly bitterness

I take from those in need

All for my desire

To be seen

I out-lash at the caring

I complain

I cry out

For no reason

Full of hatred

And jealousy

I’m ugly