ropes end

I'm staring at my reflection,
Distorted by the knives edge,
It might feel good to have some pain,
I've been so numb throught my life,
With you I felt warm and welcome
Just like the blood running inside of me,
With you, I felt welcome
BUT I WAS WRONG,
YOU DISGUARDED ME LIKE
EVERYONE ELSE, I'M ALONE,
I THINK I'M AT MY ROPES END!!!
I feel my fingers slipping,
Will you be there to grab my hand,
I feel the rope burning me,
Will you help, or will you let me fall,
Down to the ground,
I feel myself falling in the water,
Will you save me,
Or will I drown,
Will you, or will you
Just let me drown?