suicide fuckin love

I find there is no reason to anything anymore, I am sick of being stuck between walls of desolation,
Which are crashing down slowly one after another, destroying all that brought happiness,
I'm depressed, I feel there is nothing to gain, How long must this be allowed,
I cut and burn myself to feel the pain, It's better than nothing, than feeling ever so numb.
Where is the difference between heaven and hell, If there is a difference at all,
The devil of darkness, rises from beneath the surface, pulling the strings that held me together apart,
I thought you said you'd love me forever, you decieved, until death do us part, we'll rot hand in hand,
goodbye my fucking sweetheart, this suicide, my death is what you deserve.